AN OCEAN AND A TIDE, INTERTWINED, by Joel Glover
The Fifth Realm is a beach which stretches
From a horizon which cannot be touched to one which cannot be seen
There is an ocean somewhere,
An ocean and a tide.
There is an ocean somewhere,
An ocean and a tide.
Grains slip between Ásgeirr’s toes, making them itch.
He has a blanket, ribbed and thick, made of cast off clothes.
He spreads it
On the ground, so he can sit.
There is no breeze in the Fifth Realm
So no sand impairs his enjoyment of the cheese and onion
Stuffed into a light but crusty bread.
In the Fifth Realm sands and dreams entwine
Winding around each other
Dancing a gavotte, braiding
Into threads which can encircle the unwary throat
Tugging.
Ásgeirr slips out of the noose of tragic reverie and into a place of reminiscence instead
He is, if not the Master of this Realm, at least
Adept
In its ways.
The killing thoughts are of his mother;
The song she sang whilst kneading the dough,
The sound of it stretching from his childhood to now;
The slap of the ball on the slate of the table;
The smell of the oven;
The warmth of the love in every mouthful he took.
The Fifth Realm is not malign
Nor is it kind
You cannot anger time, cannot charm it, cannot make it fear
Time is, time was, time will be.
A wanderer who sets feet unwary on this space
Between shore and the sweep of the real
Could walk until their tongue dried in their mouth
Fall
Unseen
Unheard
Forgotten.
Ásgeirr takes a small sip of water from his flask
A gift from the starkin
It tastes of glass and moonlight
Enchanted to stay cool.
He scoops up a handful of the surface of the beach
And lets it flow through the spaces between his fingers
Each grain a moment, as unique as can be
Tumbling back to join its fellows in an indistinguishable mass.
He pinches one, snatching it from the stream and holds it up to the sky.
There is no sun, of course
Because suns are stars and thus trapped eternally in the Third Realm
(But for the Evening Star, the Gardener’s first Creation, which lights the way),
But there is light above
If only to distinguish up from down.
The light splinters on the prism of sand, under Ásgeirr’s scrutiny, reds and blues
Diverging.
He has a tiny red bottle
Into which the blue light flows
And a much larger blue one to hold the red.
His coat makes the sound
Of hail falling on slate
As he slips his new finds inside.
Nothing lives in the Fifth Realm
But some things exist there
Pressed into being by needs urgent or accretive, the calcification of requirement
Around crystalised moments.
One such thing claws its way from beneath a shingled patch
In which Ásgeirr had noted a sprinkling of small shells
Scattered loosely.
The shells scatter like scree
Sliding from the surface
In swirling slicks.
A claw bursts from below, long as a naust
Red as raw steak
Curved and hungry.
It drags the defender forth in a cascade
Another claw, and six spined limbs, steeple tall and barbed like war arrows
Follow, its eyes, eight like its limbs, whirl their sockets
Diamond bright.
It is beyond tall, beyond large
If a crab is a pebble, it is a furious mountain.
In the Third Realm Ásgeirr would use his sorcerous skills
To make time flow back and forth
Dance
Tumbling grains through an hourglass shaken
Splitting sundials and rebuilding them
So shadows make pained marks
In the souls of his foes
But in the Fifth Realm, just as there is no breeze,
There is no time.
There is an ocean somewhere, an ocean and a tide.
But no time.
The Realm’s creation surges forward
Carcine weapons ready to impale, to trample, to sever.
It screams soundlessly, within its mouth another mouth, teeth biting teeth
Whirling like angry millstones
In a storm in spate.
Before Ásgeirr was an Adept, before he travelled above the belly of the world
Across trackless plains,
Before he was admitted to the School of Righteous Thought
And trained his mind in mystic arts,
He was a huscarl
A warrior on the waves
Spitting defiantly in the face of death
Through bared teeth,
Killing with axe and sword.
So even without magic he is far from helpless.
Swift Ásgeirr strikes strongly
With star iron and yew wood
Axe rising, axe falling
Sword stabbing, blade cutting
With thews quickly burning
He circles and dodges
The claws which are seeking
His lifeblood’s red spilling.
Crab feet churn sands beneath
From hard packed to furrowed
Tripping brave Ásgeirr, his
Sandaled soles slipping and
Turning. The grasping claw
Snatches his sword and shears
It in twain.
Ásgeirr’s axe is clever, though, flickering
Taking teeth and barbs in fast blows.
They called him Ásgeirr Smilemaker
When he was aviking, for a skull-splitting
Reaving.
The crab does not smile as it chokes on a hatchet
Its sobs are quiet, it trembles as it expires on his blade.
Death is not known here
Not on this branch of the World Tree.
But stasis, stasis the beast can find.
There is an ocean somewhere, an ocean and a tide
Which might rise up and sweep this fallen protector
Into a new place, a new form.
Ásgeirr Snakequick, Ásgeirr Blue-Eyed Nomad
Scribes a circle in blood and makes a gate
Through which to step
Back to the Third Realm
Carried by the smell of brine to
An ocean somewhere,
An ocean,
And a tide.
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Joel is an English speculative fiction writer. Grimdark Magazine described his self-published debut as “tantalisingly dark and brutal“.
His short fiction publications include pieces in the Space Wizard Science Fantasy anthology “Where No Man Has Gone Before”, the Air and Nothingness collection “Our Dust Earth”, Nature:Futures, ‘Big Smoke Pulp vol 1’, Pulp Lit Mag, Wensum Lit, & Altered Reality.
His wider repertoire includes satire (PULP Lit Mag), Creative NonFiction (Epistemic Literary), poetry (Radon, Limerick in Chains), and cultural commentary (Swords and Sorcery Magazine, The Drift).
This poem occurs in the Nine Realms of Reality setting, which includes a novel, three novellas, and a short story collection. Another poem in this world was published by SpecPoVerse.